So today I had picked up my boyfriend from his house because he was going to go to class with me for two hours so we could go to our very last ultrasound. After the ultrasound we went to the hospital because he had gotten into a really bad accident months ago but he was having sharp pains. After all this was done with I took him back home and dropped him off. Now the only people at his house were males and there was no way I was going to stay there. He knew I wasn't going to want to stay so he didn't even ask.
So because he didn't ask me, I felt like I was rushed out. Almost like he didn't want me there anymore. I mean even if he had asked me, I wouldn't have stayed anyway because I mean there was nothing but males there and I don't like feeling like I'm in the way of their "guy time". As we were saying goodbye I kinda got a little attitude with him and left. I texted him that I was home and the first thing he said was, "Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong?" I told him I was a little hurt and irritated because I felt like he was rushing me out. Of course that wasn't his intentions and I knew that. And now, I've made him feel bad but he knew I wasn't going to stay anyway. So now I feel bad for making him feel bad.
The point of this post is, Females really are just complicated! As a female I know this but, if a male was to tell me to my face I would of course deny it.
I can feel our relationship growing and becoming more mature and it scares me but excites me at the same time. Moments like this, no matter how complicated make me realize how much we know about each other but also how much more we need to learn about each other. Every day I learn something new about it and every day I fall more in love with him. I know we've had a lot of problems in the past but, I'm crazy about the guy and I'm starting to see how crazy he really is about me. We're growing up and growing together. It's one of the greatest feelings ever.
Baby Facts:
Last week at the doctor's, I was 1 cm dilated.
Hopefully I'm 2 cm by tomorrow.
He weighs 6lbs 4oz.
We're so close to meeting him. . .finally!
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