Love

Today in class we had an assignment called, "From the Heart". One of my friends' presentation really made me think. She had this one black and white photo of her and her husband's shoes. On the picture, she added the words, "I found out that love is about more then just holding hands." I completely fell in love! It made me really start to think about what I thought about love and my relationship. In life we tend to forget about the simple things that matter. So here I am taking a step back, thinking about love. I realized that I always have so much to complain about and forget to be thankful for the good in my life. I mean I have an amazing life filled with amazing people. I wouldn't change my life at all. I especially wouldn't ask for a more better boyfriend. He is absolutely the love of my life. He's not perfect, I get that, but I always seem to find something to complain about. I didn't notice until today. We hardly ever fought and now it seems as if we fight every other day. I hate it and I know he hates it. I've said things I wish I could take back and that's my biggest mistake. We have to live every day to it's fullest. We have to take the good out of every bad situation. My relationship is one of the most important things in my life and I wouldn't want some stupid argument to ruin it because I honestly think that's what would happen. This whole time I thought it was him changing when in reality, its both of us. But, I do nothing but blame him for it. And  I mean changing in adjusting to our surroundings and my emotional ups and downs. My job from now on is to be the best girlfriend I am capable of being. I have all the trust in the world for him and I love him with my entire heart and being. I would do anything to make him happy and care for him. He is the most amazing man I have ever met. He is my world. My life. My everything.

I am 12 weeks, the baby is the size of a peach I believe.
I've got an appointment today, just a couple of tests.
Thank youuu! <3